I want to die.but why?
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why is this in politics? you want to die because you are a weak person for not taking the effort to try.
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From the name under your picture, I am assuming you are in Pakistan or are from Pakistan.  Are you Shia Islam or Muslim?  If God put you here, then you have a purpose.  Reason to live: To fulfill God's purpose for your life.  Suicide is not an option for anyone who believes in heaven.  Our world is engulfed in hate, murder, war, and suffering.  What if it's your purpose to stop the hating in the town where you live, or to teach against murder and violence and war; what if you could relieve just one person's suffering?\n\nThe most effective way to stop focusing on yourself and your problems is to start focusing on helping someone else with their problems.\n\nYou have a purpose.  For today--just put one foot in front of the other until you move forward.  Today, that's why you live.
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Get some help:\n\nCall some on this list that can help you!\nIf you kill yourself, your dead.  Then nobody can help you, you can't even help yourself.  My brother committed suicide.  Not the best option!\n\nSuicide: Don't let despair obscure other options\nDespair and hopelessness may lead you to think about suicide. But you have other options, from weathering an immediate crisis to creating a long-term safety plan.\n\nWhen life doesn't seem worth living anymore or your problems seem insurmountable, you may think that the only way to find relief is through suicide.\n\nYou might not believe it, but you do have other options — options to stay alive and feel better about your life. Maybe you think you've already tried them all and now you've had enough. Or maybe you think your family and friends would be better off without you.\n\nIt's OK to feel bad, but try to separate your emotions from your actions for the moment. Realize that depression, other mental disorders or long-lasting despair can distort your perceptions and impair your ability to make sound decisions. Suicidal feelings are the result of treatable illnesses. So try to act as if there are other options, even if you may not see them right now.\n\nNo, it probably won't be easy. You may not feel better overnight. Eventually, though, the sense of hopelessness can lift. You can find support, appropriate treatment and reasons for living.\nWhen you need immediate help for thoughts of suicide\n\nIf you're considering suicide right now and have the means available, talk to someone first. The best choice is to call 911 or your local emergency services number.\n\nIf you simply don't want to do that, for whatever reason, you have other choices for reaching out to someone:\n\n    * Contact a family member or friend\n    * Contact a doctor, mental health professional or other health care professional\n    * Contact a minister, spiritual leader or someone in your faith community\n    * Go to your local hospital emergency room\n    * Call a crisis center or hot line\n\nCrisis centers or suicide hot lines are often listed in the front of your phone book or on the Internet. They generally offer trained counselors — usually volunteers — who can help you through an immediate crisis. Some crisis centers with an Internet presence offer e-mail contact, but remember that responses may not be as prompt as they are with telephone support.\n\nTalking to someone about your feelings — connecting with someone — can help relieve the burden of despair and isolation, even if just temporarily. It may help you shift perspective and more clearly see that you have options beyond suicide.\nDaily coping strategies to manage thoughts of suicide\n\nYou may struggle with suicidal feelings frequently, perhaps many times a day. Develop a strategy to cope with those feelings in a healthy way. Consider asking a doctor, family member or friend to help create a strategy tailored to your specific situation.\n\n\nThat strategy may mean doing things you don't feel like doing, such as talking to friends when you'd rather hole up in your bedroom all day with the curtains drawn. Or it may mean going to the hospital for a mental health evaluation. But stick to your strategy, especially when you're in the grips of despair and hopelessness.\n\nAs part of your strategy, consider these measures:\n\n    * Keep a list of contact names and numbers readily available, including doctors, therapists and crisis centers.\n    * If your suicide plans include taking an overdose, give your medications to someone who can safeguard them for you and help you take them appropriately.\n    * Rid your home of knives, guns, razors or other weapons you may consider using for self-destructive purposes.\n    * Schedule daily activities for yourself that have brought you even small pleasure in the past, such as taking a walk, listening to music, watching a funny movie, knitting or visiting a
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.Im gonna pray for you tonite........I think your just voicing a cry for help. There are professionals who can help you. Call the suicide prevention hotline.Just do a search and youll find it online. One of the most painful ways to die is an acetaminophen overdose. Ive seen people who "wanted to die" beg me to help them live after they took an overdose. They didnt wanna die, they just needed to get control of their emotions. Sadly, one teen died. That could be you.......the last thing you wanna do is beg someone to save your life and watch helplessly as it slips away from you. Please think about what I said....its real.  God loves you and if you dont believe that, Im so sorry. Good luck to you. Just sleep on it. Youll feel better in the morning.
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I wanna die high...(at the age of 80 but really HIGH)
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I get like that alot myself and have actually attempted it w/out success...but killing yourself over a job is crazy...actually killing yourself over anything is crazy...your brain gets stuck and it seems like only solution is...DEATH...but that is totally wrong ....when I feel better about whatever reason I want to kill myself, I see that...but when your brain is messed up you really don't think right...so get on w/ life by following a new path
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Go to the doctor and find out what's going on!  Why would you want to be in pain if you can get some help?
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You need to talk to someone that has survived suicide.\nLike me. 5 years ago at age 41 out of the blue my husband left me for another women.\nI was totally comsumed with pain. I can not explain to you how it felt,more pain than I have ever tried to withstand.I lost 18 pounds in 3 weeks,I slept all the time-at least when I was not crying.\nIt had nothing to do with wanting to be dead-I just wanted the hurt to stop because I could no longer stand it.\nDue to a miracle I was saved (yes, my dr. used that term) and I checked myself into a psychartic hospital for the sucidial where I meet lots of people like me.I was there 2 weeks.\nI learned so much from those people and often think of them.\nIn the hospital was a children's ward and the kids would come to the cafeteria as a group-all those teenage girls some with there wrists bandaged.\nBut one sticks in my mind-the youngest one there-a 3 year old boy who had cut his wrists with a knife. The nurse told me it was not his first attempt.\nSuicidal people do not have the same thought process as "normal" people.They can be born that way or have a tramatic experience that "changes" there thought process.\nEveryone I met in the hospital said the same thing-not one of us WANTED to die we didn't think we had a RIGHT to die.\nSuicide is about a person being in so much pain,crushing pain,unbearbale pain,non-stop pain that death is a way to relieve the pain.\nYou may use any of this in your paper or email any questions to me.
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are you crazy?\nyou wanna kill yourself to make him feel sorry?\nhey forget about him and start a new life with new friends and do take care of yourself ,even if he feels very sad to hear you committed suicide ,that will not change anything for you when you're already dead..
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yup lots of ppl do.... in my case its a recurring phenomenon..... like a cycle or something.... and when it comes, i'm very close to ending everything.... but then something always stops me.... cos, there are lots of things in this world to live for and fewer reasons to die for.... all i can say is, take it easy on urself and stop feeling so sorry for urself.... u gotta make friends and family... and once u get them, wouldnt that be worth living for?
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It is very common for people to feel guilty for asking for help. Many people feel like they are just trying to 'act sick for attention' or whatever.  I believe that you want help and think you need it. You are not acting and not just seeking attention even if that is what part of you might be whispering.  I don't know you, but it sounds like you are having a very awful time right now and I really do believe that you are of great importance to those around you even if that doesn't remotely seem true.  Heck, I happy to even have you here to be typing to you.  Death is just too final.  You are taking antidepressants so perhaps these feelings of suicide are coming from the mood disorder you are suffering from.  It is nothing to be ashamed of! many many people suffer from things like this.  Believe me that it can and will get better! This is just one phase of your life and you have so much more joy to confront as you continue to move through life.  Seek help.  Call up a help hotline, they can be very helpful.\n\nHelp is out there.  I hope i have done a bit to help you. It is not much, but I don't want you to keep the world from having someone as special as you.\n\nAlso, I don't know how old you are, but younger adolescents sometimes react poorly to antidepressants and it can make them suicidal.  Call up your doctor.  Find the number and just call him yourself if you don't think your mom will help.  This may or may not be the case, but something to ask your doctor about.\n\nI will hope and pray that you will come to know how much of a joy you are to the world and that you will get past this and find out that this was a rough patch.... very rough.. but has passed.  It will pass. Find help and believe you can get past this.
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If you really to die, you should have taken your life already.  Instead, you are writing here and trying to express your frustration in life.  I do not know you in person but from what you wrote, I believe that you need a more rewarding life.  You seem to lack close friends, career....focus on something you like and do something different.  If you do not cherish yourself, nobody will!
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Hmmmm... I think I would just rather die gracefully like I'm supposed to.  I don't want to out stay my welcome!
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I think its wrong to kill your self, just because it makes you seem weak. When the only thing wrong with you is depression and you attempt to commit sucide you give up trying, but you never really tried. now for sickness: When your going to die anyway why should you deal with the pain and die slowly?
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killing yourself is never the answer. . .it wont solve anything. . .\nthink about more than just yourself, think about the people you'll affect if you harm yourself\n\nY do u want to end your life? Im sure there's things in your life that are worth living for. . .youre just focusing on the negative. . . \nthings WILL GET BETTER. . .they always do . . .\nI myself have considered suicide and almost went thru with it, but someone made me realize that i was put here for a reason and every life has a purpose, even tho u may not realize it. . .there's ppl that care about you, and  things that you were destined for. . .i think you just need someone to talk to. . .feel free to pm me if you want to talk \ns/n - cutew1thoutda_e
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Please, please, please don't kill yourself!  You may feel so hopeless and sad, but killing yourself is not the answer.  You are suffering from depression.  Depression is a disease, it is a chemical imbalance in your brain that can be fixed, sometimes with medication, sometimes just with counseling!  If you have health insurance, please go to your doctor right away and tell him or her how your feel.  He or she will send you to a psychiatrists who can help you.  \n\nYou put this question in religion and spirituality, so I assume you are religious.  If you can't get to a doctor please go to your place of worship and ask your rabbi/priest/etc to help you.  They may be a counselor, or they may know one who can help you for free or for very little cost.  Even if you do have health insurance, if you  are religious you should go to your place of worship because your rabbi/priest/etc might be able to help you by getting you more involved in church activities or other activities where you can make friends.\n\nIf you ever feel that you want to kill yourself, please call a suicide hot line instead.  The people on suicide hot lines can help you find hope, get help, and stay alive!\n\nGood luck, I hope you will keep posting so we know you are OK!
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Well, I hope you don't recommend suicide.\n\nI have attempted to kill myself by drowning, hanging, crashing into something (by car), suffocating, etc.\n\nWhy? Um, hereditary mental illnesses like depression and borderline personality disorder. When I get upset, I think irrationally. I had an abusive mother (who suffers from the same illnesses but denies them), horrible grade school experiences, etc.\n\nI used to inflict harm upon myself. I would still do it but my fiance threatens to leave me if I ever do it again.