Whaddaya do when you hate your life? And you can't kill yourself?
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what do you do as a job? i found that i had to change my attitude in a lot of different areas of my life. i don't know exactly what i'd suggest for you since i'm not sure what type of work you do. are you religious at all? that is something i got away from and i found myself sinking deeper and deeper into anger and despair. have you talked to your doctor about it? i have had to stay on an antidepressant. my family has a history of depression. sometimes we just have chemicals in our brains that are out of whack. it is hard to deal with life if your brain isn't working properly. i have made myself always look on the bright side. i dont' know you, but as a starter, you can be happy that you have a roof over your head and at least some type of employment. i honestly know how you feel. please don't consider killing yourself. i don't know how many times i made passive/aggressive attempts to harm myself. i was wreckless and i did not care at all. it's an awful feeling. i really suggest you talk to a doctor. psychological sickness is the same as physical sickness. some people do not understand that. there are methods to heal yourself. please talk to someone. i'll say a prayer for you.
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Are you serious? It looks like you have a heavy burden on your shoulders. Nobody hates their life so much without realizing they need help. What happened to you in your childhood?\nYou need help. Professional! Immediately!
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oh, please don't consider this at all...it is an absolutely horrible thing to do. If you are considering suicide, there are hot lines to call and websites you can go to to get help. It may not seem like it, but there would be people who would miss you terribly. I read somewhere that people who try to commit suicide and don't succeed are glad they survived. It would be a terrible tragedy.
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dont feel so bad, i hate my life too
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You can get up out of your chair right now and go to the nearest hospital emergency room any time of the day or night.  Tell them what you are feeling and they will listen carefully.  They have pills there that will work in about 20 minutes and will help you feel that you have back your self control.  You will be calm and you will be able then to think more clearly.  If you want to kill, then you are feeling angry.  They will help you talk about your anger and help you plan what to do since you are so angry.  Maybe you have a good reason to be angry.  Talking about it will help you to control it and find a better life.  If you think you are possesed then you must believe in bad spirits.  Whatever is your personal religion you can go to that place of worship for help to get rid of them.  You can do that tomorrow after you start taking the pills that help you have self control and peace from anger.  If you do not have a special religion, you will have time to find one.  Until then, try talking to the bad spirits about Jesus Christ saving you from them and sending them away.  You are smart enough to know that killing people is a major scary  bad idea, so get the help and the friends you need and deserve at the hospital emergency room.  Go right now.  And stop drinking alcohol or using drugs if you are doing that right now.  It will stop you from thinking clearly.
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You mention suicide, but just in case, please read here:\n\nCall some on this list that can help you!\nIf you kill yourself, your dead.  Then nobody can help you, you can't even help yourself.  My brother committed suicide.  Not the best option!\n\nSuicide: Don't let despair obscure other options\nDespair and hopelessness may lead you to think about suicide. But you have other options, from weathering an immediate crisis to creating a long-term safety plan.\n\nWhen life doesn't seem worth living anymore or your problems seem insurmountable, you may think that the only way to find relief is through suicide.\n\nYou might not believe it, but you do have other options — options to stay alive and feel better about your life. Maybe you think you've already tried them all and now you've had enough. Or maybe you think your family and friends would be better off without you.\n\nIt's OK to feel bad, but try to separate your emotions from your actions for the moment. Realize that depression, other mental disorders or long-lasting despair can distort your perceptions and impair your ability to make sound decisions. Suicidal feelings are the result of treatable illnesses. So try to act as if there are other options, even if you may not see them right now.\n\nNo, it probably won't be easy. You may not feel better overnight. Eventually, though, the sense of hopelessness can lift. You can find support, appropriate treatment and reasons for living.\nWhen you need immediate help for thoughts of suicide\n\nIf you're considering suicide right now and have the means available, talk to someone first. The best choice is to call 911 or your local emergency services number.\n\nIf you simply don't want to do that, for whatever reason, you have other choices for reaching out to someone:\n\n    * Contact a family member or friend\n    * Contact a doctor, mental health professional or other health care professional\n    * Contact a minister, spiritual leader or someone in your faith community\n    * Go to your local hospital emergency room\n    * Call a crisis center or hot line\n\nCrisis centers or suicide hot lines are often listed in the front of your phone book or on the Internet. They generally offer trained counselors — usually volunteers — who can help you through an immediate crisis. Some crisis centers with an Internet presence offer e-mail contact, but remember that responses may not be as prompt as they are with telephone support.\n\nTalking to someone about your feelings — connecting with someone — can help relieve the burden of despair and isolation, even if just temporarily. It may help you shift perspective and more clearly see that you have options beyond suicide.\nDaily coping strategies to manage thoughts of suicide\n\nYou may struggle with suicidal feelings frequently, perhaps many times a day. Develop a strategy to cope with those feelings in a healthy way. Consider asking a doctor, family member or friend to help create a strategy tailored to your specific situation.\n\n\nThat strategy may mean doing things you don't feel like doing, such as talking to friends when you'd rather hole up in your bedroom all day with the curtains drawn. Or it may mean going to the hospital for a mental health evaluation. But stick to your strategy, especially when you're in the grips of despair and hopelessness.\n\nAs part of your strategy, consider these measures:\n\n    * Keep a list of contact names and numbers readily available, including doctors, therapists and crisis centers.\n    * If your suicide plans include taking an overdose, give your medications to someone who can safeguard them for you and help you take them appropriately.\n    * Rid your home of knives, guns, razors or other weapons you may consider using for self-destructive purposes.\n    * Schedule daily activities for yourself that have brought you even small pleasure in the past, such as taking a walk, listening to music, watc
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i hate life becuase everything that can go wrong has gone wrong
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You need to be on anti-depressents if you are feeling that horrible. \nI have made attempts and it just results in getting my stomache pumped (which hurts like hell the times I've been awake for it). I learned that when I felt that bad and thought that I would not be able to control my impulses to hurt myself, I would go to the emergency room and let them know that I was thinking about killing myself. They will hospitalize you for about a week but it could be a great thing because they have psychiatrists that you would see on a daily basis they would start you on some medications that hopefully, in time, would make you feel better.\nIf you have depression that bad then you probably need to be in therapy also.\nPlease check yourself into the hospital before doing anything stupid. Usually you don't really want to die you just want the horrible way that you are feeling to go away and you get so desperate that it seems that is the only solution.\nTry to stay strong. Good Luck.
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I get like that alot myself and have actually attempted it w/out success...but killing yourself over a job is crazy...actually killing yourself over anything is crazy...your brain gets stuck and it seems like only solution is...DEATH...but that is totally wrong ....when I feel better about whatever reason I want to kill myself, I see that...but when your brain is messed up you really don't think right...so get on w/ life by following a new path
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Keep trying until you get slapped. Then instead of asking - try something else..\n\nBut don't think of suicide..
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I want you to remember something okay?  suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  no matter what the situation, it is not worth ending your life over.  and alcohol is only going to make things worse because it's a depressant.  so it's going to make you more depressed.  please leave it alone.  and please don't cut.  I know you feel like it helps, but in the long run it only hurts you.  you are worth so much more than you think you are.  and you matter.  sweetheart, God loves you, and He will give you the strength you need to get through whatever problems that you may face in your life.  and He will get you through this difficult time in your life now.  you say that you have no where to turn, and you can't get your medication.  the thing that you need to do right now is to go to the emergency room at the nearest hospital and tell someone that you need help and why you need it.  you won't be turned away in your condition.  they will get you the help that you need getting your medications and everything.  they will also appoint you a social worker who will help you and give you support.  your social worker can also help you by checking into places for you to live, getting your medications for you, and getting you into support groups where you can discuss your issues with others who are going through what you are going through.\nplease go to the hospital now, and ask for help.  just don't worry about anything, it will all be taken care of.  you just concentrate on getting better.\nand remember what I said, God loves you, and He has a purpose for your life even though you may not be able to see it right now.  you are loved.  and I will keep you in my prayers.
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First of all, remember suicide is a way too permanent answer to very temporary problems.  Your feelings will pass.  Your life is precious to many, and particularly to the One who created you.  Try God!  Really. . . pray.  \n\nSecond, don't be alone right now.  If you have someone you can call or visit, do it!  If you can't think of anyone, call a helpline. . .there are people out there who KNOW what you're going through and they care.  \n\nFinally, realize everything happens for a reason.  Like I just said, there are people who have been where you are, and they've survived to help others. . .you could be learning the hard way so you can help others one day.  There IS hope.  No matter how dark the night may seem, there is light, and morning will come.
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Hard to answer specifics when there aren't any - but life is ALWAYS worth living! No matter how bad things are, they always get better; even when things are SO bad that you can't imagine how they can possibly improve - they do. Trust me I know of what I speak.\nTry to think back to some incident earlier in your life that you thought was the end of the world - you got through it - and it doesn't seem half so dreadful now, does it? Whatever you are going through now - just persist and you WILL emerge the other side stronger, wiser and ready to face lifes other challenges.\nI wish you all the very best and hope you can bring yourself to believe what I say, even if you can't believe me now - trust me and you'll see I'm right! :o)
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how can you take life when you can't make a dead person alive,
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have you talked to her since? she needs your support now more than ever! make sure to talk to her alot; she doesn't necessarily need to respond. ask her about her problems...make sure she knows you care. DON'T give advice to "fix" her problems; just show her that there's more to life! AND remind her of the people she'd be hurting (mainly you, other friends, parents, and siblings) if she decided to do it again. suicide attempts are always a very sad situation. get together with her and other friends; go walking, swimming, read a novel aloud to one another, watch a funny movie together, look at photo albums! make sure to spend QUALITY TIME with her. the next attempt she has may be interrupted by your phone call to hang out with her! good luck and keep it up! -sudo psycho...logist
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NO WAY, Must you bid us farewell!!!  I am not sure, but I fear that you are quite depressed and wanting to commit suicide. If I am wrong, I apologize. If I am right, the world would be a sadder place without you. I beg you not to. First of all, you DO NOT have the right to take your own life. That is for GOD to decide, not you. You have no idea whose lives you have touched in a positive way and your mission is NOT complete. I beg you to seek some counselling and some medication.  AFter all, what do you have to lose by waiting. You have everything to gain by seeking help. Suicide is the chicken way out of life that can sometimes be overwhelming but things always work out in time. Please, take good care of yourself and get help so you can complete your life the way it was intended to be and not by your own hand. God Bless.
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You don't know what to do?\n\nThat's painfully obvious if you're asking for advice here.\n\nDo the opposite of what most people here recommend and you might get out alive.